CletusJackson

I Am Reborn

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Last Day Before I've Gone Away by CletusJackson, literature

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Last Day Before I've Gone Away

Laying here, wide awake Thinking that I lost you. Then I relized whats at stake Your about to be left alone And I'm about to leave, This place we call home I never knew the day I fell for you, That it would be the last I held on to You can't stop me From loving you But I can tell you What I'm gonna do Time to make a memory For you to keep In your heart This is my eternal light For your deepest dark Looking back at the Sunset, On a day that never ends. Walking with your hand in mine Takes us back where it begins Before the pain, before the sins Never gonna let go, it's hard I know But this is our time again I s

Last Request by CletusJackson, literature

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Last Request

I'd almost forgotten the sting of the knife Pain caused by just living my own life Nobody ever said Love would be so hard The thing that leaves beauty marred I wish it would all be taken away Just so I would even want to live another day I scream in my sleep and cry when I awake I just hold back my anger until I quake Trying to hide pain and wear a mask Until I have completed my final task Everything else set aside, one last request No more misdirection, my will is out to test I will let my final breathe escape me Spill all my blood just so you can see That I never meant to hurt you like this I want to leave behind a memory no

Love In The Dark by CletusJackson, literature

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Love In The Dark

I sit in this darkness Loving you Forgetting all the things I once knew Just to find the freedom in your arms And smile at your beauty and charms All this time I've waited here on earth For something sought since my birth Finally finding you set me at ease And cured me of my lovesick disease I wish you knew all that you do Just like my heart skips a beat too We were so in Love from the start Wanting to be together but things fell apart I'll find a way to fix them I swear There's nothing in you're heart I can't repair Just listen to my words and hold them true While I sit here in this darkness Loving you

Dream Of My Death by CletusJackson, literature

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Dream Of My Death

I had a dream the other night I walked through the door to find you and him Together in bed and I just lost my mind A rage that left my eyes and heart blind I threw back everything you ever gave me Then I sat in my pool of tears and lonely hearts Slit my wrists before you so you could watch me bleed My tears mixed in blood to make a pretty sight And I see you smile with my dying sight My heart crushed in your hands Like a barbed wire rubber band Why couldn't you just let me be I wanted happiness and for you to see That there was nothing in this world but you and me Now I awaken to find it's still true That no matter what I say

Forever Short Of A Day by CletusJackson, literature

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Forever Short Of A Day

Forever in living memory survives The long love story of our lives Meeting you one day and never letting go I blew my one and only chance, I know Things have fallen apart so piece by Little pieces shattered into oblivion Wondering if all those feelings were a lie I won't let go until the day I die I just wanna hold you Just wanna love you Just don't know what to do Sitting here thinking Just why I stay alive Still not knowing why My heart just dies Leaving life with an "I Love You" Carried on the wind ever so faint Speaking it like a prayer and you a saint You meant more to me then what others said Told them without y

Live Or Let Die by CletusJackson, literature

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Live Or Let Die

I live through another dark day Where darkness never fades away I cry alone and wonder why Why shouldn't I just die Make the world forget me and Pass me by, my life so bland I want nothing more than to help But i couldn't help myself Just holding on to air I fall Before I pull the trigger I stall Then all the pain goes away That darkness is here to stay What i left behind was more then tears It was sadness and unspoken fears Knowing I was hurting those I held dear A step forward to eternal rest Always fell short of the best Just waiting for a hand to hold Hoping my story is never told I no longer can hide from myself My h

One Destiny by CletusJackson, literature

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One Destiny

One destiny left to be lived out One love is what this is about Unwavering, uncontrolled, free flowing Following this twisted path never knowing Just where the end will eventually lead I just want your love, I'll beg and plead Just never leave me all alone in the cold I love you and that's all I need to be told I don't wanna walk away or move on I want this to last forever, never gone I might sound selfish but this is my heart It tries to keep my reason and love apart My mind fights my soul for what I truly need For your care and affection i gladly bleed You don't understand how much I love you If you did you would know why I d

For A Moment by CletusJackson, literature

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For A Moment

No rhyme or reason to the things I do My life, my world centered around you You are, you are the only one for me I swear you and me are meant to be I do my best to try and make you smile Even it only happens every once in awhile You being happy is the most important thing You're an angel to me not a human being I will hold you in my arms till the day I die Never letting a happy moment just slip by Stop for a second, wait and remember this Forever frozen a moment of perfect bliss

At Night by CletusJackson, literature

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At Night

I can't do the things you tell me Because you and me isn't just we Not together, seems 'we' never will be I just want you to be happy any way Forever and ever plus a day This is what I just have to say Laying here at night thinking Staring at the dark ceiling not blinking As a tear works its way down my face I just need to find something to replace This thought of you and him running through My mind never having a clue of what to do I sit here alone just writing these lonely rhymes Feels like déjà vu cause it happens so many times I wonder how you feel about what I write next Hope you don't misunderstand and take it o

Only You by CletusJackson, literature

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Only You

This is a day to remember forever Never to be forgotten, to endeavor In time lines of poetry fade away But my love for you always stays Thats just the way my love goes How it happens I will never know Walking through the sands of time Through hell to find the sublime Your soul, a perfect match for mine Like two in one, lives intertwine You're my one in a billion chance To have a happy life long romance I'll hold your hand to my heart To Feel the love and pain it imparts But you're worth all of the pain Without you I'd be driven insane Missing your loving caring caress Only to you these secrets I confess

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Last Day Before I've Gone Away by CletusJackson, literature

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Last Day Before I've Gone Away

Last Request by CletusJackson, literature

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Last Request

Love In The Dark by CletusJackson, literature

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Love In The Dark

Dream Of My Death by CletusJackson, literature

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Dream Of My Death

What is... by CletusJackson, literature

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What is...

What is Life it is what it is What is Pain it is what it is What is Joy it is what it is What is Hate it is what it is What is Laughter it is what it is What is Faith it is what it is What is Love it is what it is What is Surprise it is what it is What is Friendship it is what it is What is Believing it is what it is What is Hope it is what it is What is Sadness it is what it is What is Pride it is what it is What is Honor it is what it is What does this make it makes us Human there is nothing to describe it

People by CletusJackson, literature

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People

People are what you make of them People don't hate People know truth People know love People know reason People are smart but stupid at the same time People don't need courage People have faith People believe what they want People are stubborn People have hope People don't kill People don't betray trust People have pride People don't lie People are kind hearted People respect each other People help other people People know justice People know sadness People are happy People have a soul People are few of the many People make there own path People have a good life Why are there so few people left?

Blazin' Love by CletusJackson, literature

What Love is by CletusJackson, literature

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What Love is

Love is like a sea of light Pure as is the mornings might Desire, I have nothing but Like a door that can't be shut Why do I have this feeling Just thinking of you has my mind reeling I just want to know why oh why My love for you will not die I thirst to have you with me Your the boat that travels my sea My one and only that i love so So why did you have to go I want you back in my arms I would never allow you harm In my eyes you are gold I won't release my hold

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The Rose Bush by LucentLight, literature

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The Rose Bush

The rose is beauty, the rose a dream Often better than love may seem. A rose is graceful and sublime But is not so all of the time. Without the roots the flow’r would die. They run in fear from the great sky. In dirt they dwell, in mud they soak An ugly image they evoke! The stem is nothing more than green, Not a fit present for a queen. And round and round the shaft you’ll find Are piercing thorns (the painful kind). But O! The colors you will see When blossoms bloom and draw the bee! Romantic red, familial white, With pink our secrets come to light. If only the bush draws your eye All its beauty will pass you by. Love it ha

Portended by AlecBell, literature

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Portended

My truth is my mortality, that alone will never leave me go. Cocooned in my virtuality, the rate of disintegration can only appear slow, the remorseless grinding of the geology of my days When will the plates finally shift, the quake that banishes my quiddity unthrone all sentience, the depths disown what had seemed to float above the unplumbed depths of organicity, impervious to the blood-boiling turmoil of the gut. My truth is my mortality, that alone will never leave me go. Conception, that implosive moment when a million futures perish, when two in a moment of fusion predicate the existence of one, when tangled ribbons of time

I Am A Writer by WordOfChen, literature

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I Am A Writer

I Am A Writer: Gentlemen, today I speak to you To convey an issue that has plagued the core of our community. For so long have we been considered second-class; To this day there are those who still believe that we are not artists. But today is not about freedom, today is about honour, Because there are many writers that still seek to shame us all... I speak of those individuals, who take art from others. Covers, photos, paintings, digital art, anime and manga. It matters not where you draw your source from, But every action impacts upon us as a community. Why? BECAUSE I AM A WRITER! When I craft my works, when I write each and ev

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About CletusJackson

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July 29, 1992
United States
Deviant for 16 years
He / Him

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I'm just a chill and listen to music and write kinda guy.

Current Residence: Kentucky
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
Print preference: Anything you can see
Favourite genre of music: Crossover, Rap rock, Metal, Alternative, Acoustic
Operating System: Windows 7 Ultimate
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Wallpaper of choice: Dupstep
Favourite cartoon character: Dexter
Personal Quote: "I Love You More Then Life Itself"

Favourite Visual Artist

Michelandgelo, Eaten Corpse, Lumaris

Favourite Movies

V for Vendetta, Fast Five, Twelve

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Pop Evil, Cryptic Wisdom, Limp Bizkit, Bassnectar, Eminem, 5FDP, Better Than Ezra, Nevershoutnever!

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare, Robert Jordan, Terry Goodkind, John Marco, Robert Newcomb

Favourite Games

CoD Black Ops

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-box 360

Tools of the Trade

My Brain , Pain, and Emotion

Other Interests

Stuff here and there

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CletusJackson

Jul 25, 2011

I Have Returned

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I know i've been gone for awhile and i'm sorry i hope to become an active member once again and start up my writing i used to have a lot of followers, fans, and friends. I wonder how many of you are still out there. I have been accepted to college and now will begin attending Morehead State University in Kentucky(my home state). It is the beginning of my goal towards Music production and hopefully starting my own record label in the long run. Music is my passion, Poetry is my language, and Friends are my family. so if your still around stop bby and say hi it'll be more then welcome to see a friendly face around and see that i still have some

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CletusJackson

Sep 27, 2010

Devious Journal Entry

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If anybody has a moment i would like them to head over and take a look at a friend of mine..they don't submit that much but i love them very much :) they are amazing and beautiful and maybe we can make her more of the dA family cause she can always use compliment cause she is such a beautiful girl all around :) check her out ----> ~cay-thefreakshow (https://www.deviantart.com/cay-thefreakshow)

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CletusJackson

Sep 21, 2010

I have been Reborn

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NO love no hate in my life..I will shed everything that has to do with either..Times to live my life for me and no every selfish person who thinks they outright deserve my help after they fuck me over so much..they don't deserve me and so they won't be in my life any longer..i don't owe anybody anything and if they think otherwise they can get over it..I'm gonna live my life and write how i feel about it and i should be back around here more often now sure if i have any fans left on here after my absence that lasted quite awhile..but if i still got love her i wouldn't mind coming back and making more friends and getting some real support.