CletusJackson

Laying here, wide awake Thinking that I lost you. Then I relized whats at stake Your about to be left alone And I'm about to leave, This place we call home I never knew the day I fell for you, That it would be the last I held on to You can't stop me From loving you But I can tell you What I'm gonna do Time to make a memory For you to keep In your heart This is my eternal light For your deepest dark Looking back at the Sunset, On a day that never ends. Walking with your hand in mine Takes us back where it begins Before the pain, before the sins Never gonna let go, it's hard I know But this is our time again I s

I'd almost forgotten the sting of the knife Pain caused by just living my own life Nobody ever said Love would be so hard The thing that leaves beauty marred I wish it would all be taken away Just so I would even want to live another day I scream in my sleep and cry when I awake I just hold back my anger until I quake Trying to hide pain and wear a mask Until I have completed my final task Everything else set aside, one last request No more misdirection, my will is out to test I will let my final breathe escape me Spill all my blood just so you can see That I never meant to hurt you like this I want to leave behind a memory no

I sit in this darkness Loving you Forgetting all the things I once knew Just to find the freedom in your arms And smile at your beauty and charms All this time I've waited here on earth For something sought since my birth Finally finding you set me at ease And cured me of my lovesick disease I wish you knew all that you do Just like my heart skips a beat too We were so in Love from the start Wanting to be together but things fell apart I'll find a way to fix them I swear There's nothing in you're heart I can't repair Just listen to my words and hold them true While I sit here in this darkness Loving you

I had a dream the other night I walked through the door to find you and him Together in bed and I just lost my mind A rage that left my eyes and heart blind I threw back everything you ever gave me Then I sat in my pool of tears and lonely hearts Slit my wrists before you so you could watch me bleed My tears mixed in blood to make a pretty sight And I see you smile with my dying sight My heart crushed in your hands Like a barbed wire rubber band Why couldn't you just let me be I wanted happiness and for you to see That there was nothing in this world but you and me Now I awaken to find it's still true That no matter what I say